endless moonlight

sure no 1 will b reading my post since haven updated in a long long time......but nvm iz still kinda nice to tok to oneself.

days r getting gloomier......
omost died wen i learned of my results.
again so disappointing....to me.but dun u worry ppl my stardard iz nt lyk damn high ok.same as urs.
so u may be wondering now juz how bad did i do rite.

nv gonna tell.

but im sure gonna work hard nxt yr.dun even mind tuition or doing wadsoeva juz if it helps nxt yr's studying better.
serious.
im gonna get serious.dun believe i cant study.juz slacking way too much tis yr.felt tt ive let myself down or sth.

realised sec skl exam nt as easy to get average marks as compoared to pri skl.pri skl was lyk piece of cake.great shock.

coz,nows the aftermaths of the shock.

2dae had cca after a month long of nt moving.stiff all over but at least can still do lyk wad??// 80% of the full split?
at least tt iz sth gd.
n after cca tr-in-charge..(unfortunately for me a MATHS TR) asked me how much i gt for maths.great.my worst subj.
well,one of my worst.my worst 1 iz much much much lower.
nvm abt tt. ive gt no mood to tok abt my WORST subj. tok abt my bst subj.

tml gt sum cross country run i realli truely,wif al my heart hopes it damn rains so tt it will be postponed! 3.2km iz no joke. nt 2 mention the rough wild plains of the place, which by any chance cannot be conquered by a person wif weak heart n :: leg muscles?
for a moment i cld wish i'll get a migrain tml...u noe those tt drive u crazy wif the splitting pain, wif ever no hope of slping, n in the case which the panadol doesnt seem to work at all /

on 2nd tots, maybe nt.
juz hav to run tt stupid 3.2 km if it kills me.

cross my heart n hope it doesnt.